Meh, got a little better with focus, got a lack of exhuberant but not too contextual energy
on that note, I think mental health is a crock. We all have ideas, we all see some part of the world, and we all share that it's not all that it seems but try to get high
Seems sometimes I think there are just rows and rows of the same everywhere, and maybe my form of inception is like a mall, the people just to jam their own beats into your circuits, but they're not in the now, or even calm enough to catch their thoughts. But yeah, seems this world I'm in, the bus comes around on some breaks, and today I said something about flight and magnets, it rolled around and I'm like yeah give me credit for that idea lol. If this world was interactive, and the machine put people first...yeah right lol. But just a video game idea I guess, where you take off and magnet range in and try to bring you down, guess there would have to be some forward momentum in the game or just jump up and glide and try not to fall in. Maybe an indie game no idea, lame idea, cuz you cant fly, and even if metal, they don't need you to be drawn to it.
Guess just trying to get into a haze in this phase and unfunk myself in this maze. No idea if I'm striking now while all this is going on, or if I'm just trying to have fun. With it as cold as it gets, it's really hard to catch a feeling or vibe and just roll with it. No idea, guess that's all a part of life. If you mind was healthy, your body might not be. If your mind aches, it's just cause the whole world in a picture in picture scene to your small setting of where you're based is simply doing something too. I don't get the glow of the tv, but sometimes I think it's all public channels, and there's no breaking free until we all deem and have a future that is presented in an everchanging world, because you know our minds change, can't keep to the same old schtick and routine unless you want the paint to chip and you're looking at yourself going, I want to reach the past again and go into a state of infancy
But the people in the same old reflect what they seem to be, in maturity and culture, but it seems there's no avenue of expression except where you've already been. No need to move on forever, just get unstrung when it's time to play and fit the mould to the future when it becomes available in the gameplan, as we're trying to live life
The way the world kinda works is either you can have 10000 and it's one thing, and it's valuable, or 10000 of many things, and it's shared. The world will always be some form of socialism for cash and communism for freedom, as the same time some things need to be done in this world and before we deduce what it all is and means, we call it capitalism and blatant topics that don't work for the world, meanwhile it's one person's winded down head it seems lol
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